Journal....

December 17 2009

So I decided that it is way easier to type journals then to write them. I type way faster then I write. My to do list will still be written but things like these I am going to start to type.

There are soooo many things flying through my head right now. From the move, to taxes, to this new car, to my job, to exercising and eating right and taking care of my family! SOOO many things swirling. ECK!! Guess I will just take em one at time here.

The move- the af hurry up and wait tactic is really ticking me off. Me the organized person who needs control and needs to make sure we have everything settled cant do anything until the earliest middle January...AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Taxes- so now is the time of year where I get to do the “ fun” activity of gathering my receipts and getting all my deductions in order. I am sure that things will work out just fine. They did last year. Even though I made double this year. I had 4 extra kids to take out. I am stressed all of a sudden hit me about taxes next year. Filing in Missouri and Florida and Ohio...ECKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We will do this!!! We have to do this!

New car- SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO happy about it. The one thing I am not so stressed over. I am relieved to have a dependable car. All I have to do is get all the paperwork ready and send it off. I will have to do that next week. No problem.

Jobs- I have been thinking about all the job opportunities in Florida. I need to work on my resume and get it together with a cover letter. Need to rock that.

Exercise and health- I need to make sure the next 2 weeks I am keeping up my routine. Maybe mixing things up going to the gym. But I am by myself. This is the perfect opportunity to rock it! TIME TO GET IT DONE!. 20 weeks until finale!

Family- Christmas away from the family again this year has been hard. We have not been home in years. It is sad. But I am hoping we get to skype. We have not had that in the years past! It will be awesome.

Going through stuff- I have not had the energy to get out in the garage and go through things and get into closets. We really don't have a lot of stuff. I am trying to sell things to make some extra money and it is working. Which is nice. I think Kenny and I could get things all together in a weekend. I think we could maybe a weekend and a few days. We will get it done. Lots of stuff to donate! Going to go through my fat clothes and donate them! I can not believe I just said that! LOL!

OK, I am actually starting to feel better. I just have to remember that Florida is a NEW START! No worries going into Florida. We need to squash them!!! We need to take one step at a time and cross those bridges when we get tot them. Not worry 6 months in advance like this. I will get through this. Kenny has been my rock! He tells me he will take care of it and that everything is going to be OK. I need to remember that! …..EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE OK!!!